I was browsing through one of my journals and I found a list titled: What I Want to Do Instead of Work. At the time the list was made, I was working a desk job that was definitely not for me and serving on the weekends (which I absolutely love). While I greatly looked forward to my weekends at the restaurant, the 8-5 grind of working for a company whose values didn’t align with my own was beginning to drag me down. The money was nice but the dread of Monday and the stress of absolutely no time off began to get to me. I ended up leaving my desk job that summer and it was just what I needed!
So, I thought, what better than to reflect on the list I made and check in with my progress since then.
What I Want to Do Instead of Work (March 27, 2015)
- Drink wine!
- Travel….all over!
- Take a walk
- Play with my pups (I had 2 adorable Italian Greyhounds at the time)
- Make something
- Be bold
- Find my passion
Alright, let’s break that all down.
- As it turns out, I still drink wine. I love sharing it with people, making my own and everything about it in general. Off to a good start.
- Since writing that list, I have taken some small trips to Canada, spent Christmas in the Bahamas, and am in the process of planning trips to Colorado and Costa Rica, both of which I’ve never been to!
- I started a wine blog and then Exhale Gratitude not long after that. I am writing more than I ever have and seeing where it leads me.
- Oh, is there ever dancing. I hope my downstairs neighbors don’t mind.
- Now that I’m not working every single day and have a semi-flexible schedule, I usually get all the sleep I need.
- I definitely have time for lots of walks! During the week at least.
- Sadly, no more pups. One day though!
- I made 2 blogs, which are still continuing to grow with me.
- Left my desk job, stayed on a yacht in Canada, and stepped out of my comfort zone on multiple occasions. Bring on the boldness 2016.
- Writing is definitely one of them. Not sure if or how it will fit into a career one day but I’m a work in progress. Looking to take a writing course at a local college this spring though. 🙂
So, there it all is. I didn’t like where I was at so I changed it, simple as that. Granted, it has been anything but simple. It takes a lot of hard work to eventually get to where you want to be and I am continually learning in that process. I work 2 part-time jobs (both of which are great), volunteer, and am still wanting to devote more time to writing/blogging. I’m getting there though. I can feel it, which makes me scared, nervous, excited and unsure. I think that’s a good thing though?
I want to relish these moments, the ones where I look back at how far I’ve come. I’m grateful for those who pushed me, for the friends and family who told me to pursue happiness over security or status, and for each and every one of you who has told me to keep writing. The experience of having such uplifting people in my life is what I’m most grateful for, not just this week, but always.